I can tell the world its a mistake,
a one time thing I fear not, nor regret.
But the truth is like the shadow that follows me,
dark and brooding but gleaming who I am.
Yes it was a mistake.
A fault that I will spend all my life,
remembering in detail.
If given a chance,
to go back or rewind.
I would have put right that decision,
that ruined my life.
Who knows when you look at someone,
the pain they bury,
the weight they carry.
Its a facade, this world,
that has crushed my insides.
I smile, but I scream.
I laugh but I cry.
No matter how much I try,
i cant stop the buzzing in my ear.
the feeling that arises,
when i lay awake all night.
You are my regret,
my never ending guilt.
And that is the truth,
that I cant put right.
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