Saturday, December 27, 2008

Mood



She walks along,
Having thoughts rumble in her head
She walks along,
Listening to the sounds that drive her to edge.
She tries to remember,
A happy conversation,
She tries to recall,
A day without a brittle.
He says she is just too moody,
And perhaps she is. . .
But she has found both,
Freedom and safety in her moodiness.
Freedom from loneliness,
Its her own haven.
And safety,
from being understood.
For those who understands her,
Also enslaves something in her.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Will


No pressure halted me. . .
I could have chosen what was 'right',
or what I felt was right for me.
I refused to be rushed,
so is it something I am supposed to be,
sorry for. . .
Deluded are those who expect,
others to sccumb down to their wishes. . .
Paranoid are those who search,
for flaws and faults, real or fictious. . .
Love, Friendship and trust are,
result of informed consent. . .
And I determine it through,
my knowlegde, self counsel and will. . .


Pic by: Deviant art

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Long Road

The movie DeadMan Walking captured my fascination the first time I watched it and had remained as my all time favorite. Its a truly amazing movie that gives a very different insight to the heart of a criminal which makes one ponder over his actions and makes it difficult to be judgmental regarding him. The song Long Road by Eddie Vedder and Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan in the movie expresses overwhelming emotions, captivating the attention of anyone that listens to it.
 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_x_ZNwjoWHs

and I wished for so long...
I cannot stay

All the precious moments...

Cannot stay
It's not like wings have fallen...

I cannot say

Without you something is missing...

I cannot say
Holding hands of daughters and sons

In their phase they're falling down
Down, down, down
I have wished for so long...

How I wish for you again

Will I walk the long road?


I cannot stay
There's no need to say goodbye

Oh, the friends and family...

All the memories going round

Round, round round...

I have wished for so long...

How I wished for you today

And the wind keeps rollin'

And the sky keeps turning grey
And the sun is set

The sun will rise another day

I have wished for so long...
How I wish for you today

I have wished for so long...


How I wish for you today

Will I walk the long road?

We all walk the long road

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

10 Things I hate about You


I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close.
not even a little bit.
not even at all.


This is one of the best poems from one of my favourite movies.. I was watching it lastnight and thought of blogging it. And then there is heath ledger... *sigh*

Confused soul


The drizzling kept me awake,
all night long. . .
but the disparity,
did not fizzle away. . .
It was just yesterday we met,
and you sang to me in my moodiness,
With your secret smiles. . .
hidden glances. . . . .
and astounding philosophy. . . .
But what now lays is utter confusion.
The empty spaces . . .
hollow mazes . . . .
A broken dream . . .
A bitter truth. . .
And now my soul searches itself,
for the answers still remains,
deeply hidden. . .
masked. . .
and unbelievably concealed. . .

Pic by: Deviant art - Fullmoon Fairy

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Vision


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Trapped in my minds eye,
is a vision I envisaged of you.
The future holds more mysteries,
than the past had displayed.
The path leading from you to me,
is a long narrow one.
Perhaps the dream will light,
color onto your existence.
And I hold onto myself,
with a vision,
a prayer...
a dream...
an illusion.

Pic by deviant art - Blackrose

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Simple minds


Simple minds of others,

seem to remember me liking him.

Spring, summer, winter and fall.

I alter their thoughts,I alter their minds..
But what they don't know,

is the sadness that grips my heart,

and the pain that often binds,

when I wonder,

how it all started...
Pic by: deviant art - sleeping trinity

Friday, November 14, 2008

Dream


I trade all my tomorrows,
for a single yesterday.
But yesterday's are million miles away.
Pain is just there to remind you,
u are still alive.
In two days, tomorow will be,
yesterday..
why I dream my life away.

Pic: By deviant art

Beauty




It isn't really me,
You see,
Your heart and eyes respond,
to what you feel,
Inside yourself.
You see what you want to see,
after all beauty is in the eye of the beholder.



Pic: by deviant art

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Beautiful hope

Last night I saw a dream,
fruitful and happy.
You and I were..
We held each other's back like before,
and lived as if there was no tomorrow.
All the fears disappeared.
All the tears abide.
The distance no longer existed.
The selfish people no longer mattered.
I simply saw this small little world,
A la la land,
A simple dream,
A beautiful hope.

Pic: by Deviant art

Search



The sun shone down,
and smoothed away her tears.
The mist faded away
and eased away her fears,
she searches for him,
she searches for him.
In the sea of faces,
yet without any traces.
His absence is distressing,
but calming at the same time.
She wonders how long,
she'll have to wait.
Till her hopes decay,
or she does..

Pic by: Deviant Art

Friday, November 7, 2008

Is Yellowstone Supervolcano waking up?


Last week National Geographic Channel launched a great documentary about something very mysterious and interesting in their show NAKED SCIENCE. It caught me by awe so I thought of blogging about it. YellowStone National Park of USA is a great tourist attraction. The rich green forests, amazing wildlife and nature makes it one of the most wonderful sites in USA. But beneath this great park lies something more wonderful and yet deadly. Yellowstone National Park sits ontop of a chamber of molten rock and gas; a volcano assumed to be extinct but apparently on the verge of waking up anytime. It is not like the typical volcanoes we see, neither in scale, appearance or even frequency of the eruption. In appearance it is a large depression that stretches over large areas of land and the frequency of eruption varies from thousands to millions of years.
The last three massive eruption of the Yellowstone caldera took place about 2.1 million, 1.3 million and 640,000 years ago (this being the lastest one!!) And this one ejected 8000 times more ash and debris than the St. Mount Helens' eruption in 1980. The documentary reported that most scientists believed the volcano of yellowstone to be extinct until in 1957 when a massive earthquake brought the region to its knees, killing 28 campers in the zone - 19 of them were never found. Scientists then, checked into the area and saw a thick layer of ash and debris covering the entire bedrock. Further research led to the discovery of the Supervolcano, which was formed due to the activity of a hotspot in the region. Even then they thought the volcano was inactive - amazing!
So nature send other signs in 1997 which further worsened as the years wore on - Spewing gases, hissing steam vents, gangling mudspots and steaming hotsprings, followed by the not so voilent vibration of the earth. Finally in 2003 US Geological Survey Scientists mapped out changes in the Northern rim of caldera and discovered that it has risen 13 cm from 1997 - 2003. So finally the big question arise.. Is the volcano getting ready to wake up and let out a roar? And if so, how much destruction can this sleeping giant bring? National Geographic channel had some awesome pictures to show what 'might' happen if the Volcano decide to show its true colours.
It would definetly exterminate all life in the National Park and nearby communities. Moreover it would also spread volcanic ash from Pacific coast to Mid west. Scientists also believe it would cause worldwide climatic changes. Last time such an eruption took place - 67500 years ago in Indonesia with the Toba Eruption, the world witnessed a mini ice age or volcanic winter, that almost eradicated the human population!! So overall the Yellowstone eruption could kill millions, directly and indirectly!!
Scary eih? But not all Volcanologists agree that its ready to blast now. Most Volcanologist in the US Geological Survey believes that supervolcaneos are likely to give decades, even centuries of warning signs before they can erupt. And these 'signs' include more than what is seen from Yellowstone now. It includes massive earthquakes, increased small eruptions, changes in the chemical composition of the lavas and even changes in the gases escaping from the underground. And these had not been observed in the Yellowstone. But even these scientists agree that the volcano is active and will erupt one day.. just not now. :D Thank God.

This way or that way?

Life has a way of catching upon you when you think its okay and everything is going right. I certainly thought everything was going right and I'm finally getting my life moving. And out of nowhere, there came the shock. The thing is when I first finished school I was not sure what I wanted to become. I knew my strength and I knew my weakness and I knew I wanted to do something for Arts Stream of Maldives, so I thought eventually I would be making the right decision. I had a love for writing and I applied for Villa TV cos I was interested in making news and all but they never responded.
Eventually one thing led to the other and hey, I landed somewhere I never thought I would. Teaching. And I actually became very good in it. And moreover it was also a way for me to be actively involved in the improvement of Arts Stream in Maldives. Everything seemed to be going well. But I still missed writing so what do i do; when a friend asks me whether they knew someone who would like to write for their paper, I willingly agreed, and specifically told 'part time'.
But then bam! I met the surprise of my life. They offered me full time, good pay, good office etc etc and I was back to square one. The offer was so tempting, but it brought me enough confusion. Maybe its no big deal but its worth the shot for me. I want to balance these two things at the same time but the reality is a bit different. I cant let go off teaching now and I cant even bring to let go off that offer. Dual mind and utter confusion. Two paths and not sure which one has the better future, or better opportunities for me.

Pic by: Deviant art

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Barack Obama's Victory speech


If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible; who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time; who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.

It’s the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen; by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the very first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different; that their voice could be that difference.

It’s the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Latino, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled – Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been a collection of Red States and Blue States: we are, and always will be, the United States of America.

It’s the answer that led those who have been told for so long by so many to be cynical, and fearful, and doubtful of what we can achieve to put their hands on the arc of history and bend it once more toward the hope of a better day.

It’s been a long time coming, but tonight, because of what we did on this day, in this election, at this defining moment, change has come to America.

I just received a very gracious call from Senator McCain. He fought long and hard in this campaign, and he’s fought even longer and harder for the country he loves. He has endured sacrifices for America that most of us cannot begin to imagine, and we are better off for the service rendered by this brave and selfless leader. I congratulate him and Governor Palin for all they have achieved, and I look forward to working with them to renew this nation’s promise in the months ahead.

I want to thank my partner in this journey, a man who campaigned from his heart and spoke for the men and women he grew up with on the streets of Scranton and rode with on that train home to Delaware, the Vice President-elect of the United States, Joe Biden.

I would not be standing here tonight without the unyielding support of my best friend for the last sixteen years, the rock of our family and the love of my life, our nation’s next First Lady, Michelle Obama. Sasha and Malia, I love you both so much, and you have earned the new puppy that’s coming with us to the White House. And while she’s no longer with us, I know my grandmother is watching, along with the family that made me who I am. I miss them tonight, and know that my debt to them is beyond measure.

To my campaign manager David Plouffe, my chief strategist David Axelrod, and the best campaign team ever assembled in the history of politics – you made this happen, and I am forever grateful for what you’ve sacrificed to get it done.

But above all, I will never forget who this victory truly belongs to – it belongs to you.
I was never the likeliest candidate for this office. We didn’t start with much money or many endorsements. Our campaign was not hatched in the halls of Washington – it began in the backyards of Des Moines and the living rooms of Concord and the front porches of Charleston.

It was built by working men and women who dug into what little savings they had to give five dollars and ten dollars and twenty dollars to this cause. It grew strength from the young people who rejected the myth of their generation’s apathy; who left their homes and their families for jobs that offered little pay and less sleep; from the not-so-young people who braved the bitter cold and scorching heat to knock on the doors of perfect strangers; from the millions of Americans who volunteered, and organized, and proved that more than two centuries later, a government of the people, by the people and for the people has not perished from this Earth. This is your victory.


I know you didn’t do this just to win an election and I know you didn’t do it for me. You did it because you understand the enormity of the task that lies ahead. For even as we celebrate tonight, we know the challenges that tomorrow will bring are the greatest of our lifetime – two wars, a planet in peril, the worst financial crisis in a century. Even as we stand here tonight, we know there are brave Americans waking up in the deserts of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan to risk their lives for us. There are mothers and fathers who will lie awake after their children fall asleep and wonder how they’ll make the mortgage, or pay their doctor’s bills, or save enough for college. There is new energy to harness and new jobs to be created; new schools to build and threats to meet and alliances to repair.

The road ahead will be long. Our climb will be steep. We may not get there in one year or even one term, but America – I have never been more hopeful than I am tonight that we will get there. I promise you – we as a people will get there.

There will be setbacks and false starts. There are many who won’t agree with every decision or policy I make as President, and we know that government can’t solve every problem. But I will always be honest with you about the challenges we face. I will listen to you, especially when we disagree. And above all, I will ask you join in the work of remaking this nation the only way it’s been done in America for two-hundred and twenty-one years – block by block, brick by brick, calloused hand by calloused hand.

What began twenty-one months ago in the depths of winter must not end on this autumn night. This victory alone is not the change we seek – it is only the chance for us to make that change. And that cannot happen if we go back to the way things were. It cannot happen without you.

So let us summon a new spirit of patriotism; of service and responsibility where each of us resolves to pitch in and work harder and look after not only ourselves, but each other. Let us remember that if this financial crisis taught us anything, it’s that we cannot have a thriving Wall Street while Main Street suffers – in this country, we rise or fall as one nation; as one people.

Let us resist the temptation to fall back on the same partisanship and pettiness and immaturity that has poisoned our politics for so long. Let us remember that it was a man from this state who first carried the banner of the Republican Party to the White House – a party founded on the values of self-reliance, individual liberty, and national unity. Those are values we all share, and while the Democratic Party has won a great victory tonight, we do so with a measure of humility and determination to heal the divides that have held back our progress. As Lincoln said to a nation far more divided than ours, “We are not enemies, but friends…though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection.” And to those Americans whose support I have yet to earn – I may not have won your vote, but I hear your voices, I need your help, and I will be your President too.

And to all those watching tonight from beyond our shores, from parliaments and palaces to those who are huddled around radios in the forgotten corners of our world – our stories are singular, but our destiny is shared, and a new dawn of American leadership is at hand. To those who would tear this world down – we will defeat you. To those who seek peace and security – we support you. And to all those who have wondered if America’s beacon still burns as bright – tonight we proved once more that the true strength of our nation comes not from our the might of our arms or the scale of our wealth, but from the enduring power of our ideals: democracy, liberty, opportunity, and unyielding hope.

For that is the true genius of America – that America can change. Our union can be perfected. And what we have already achieved gives us hope for what we can and must achieve tomorrow.

This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that’s on my mind tonight is about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She’s a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing – Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.


She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn’t vote for two reasons – because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.

And tonight, I think about all that she’s seen throughout her century in America – the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can’t, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.

At a time when women’s voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.

When there was despair in the dust bowl and depression across the land, she saw a nation conquer fear itself with a New Deal, new jobs and a new sense of common purpose. Yes we can.

When the bombs fell on our harbor and tyranny threatened the world, she was there to witness a generation rise to greatness and a democracy was saved. Yes we can.

She was there for the buses in Montgomery, the hoses in Birmingham, a bridge in Selma, and a preacher from Atlanta who told a people that “We Shall Overcome.” Yes we can.

A man touched down on the moon, a wall came down in Berlin, a world was connected by our own science and imagination. And this year, in this election, she touched her finger to a screen, and cast her vote, because after 106 years in America, through the best of times and the darkest of hours, she knows how America can change. Yes we can.

America, we have come so far. We have seen so much. But there is so much more to do. So tonight, let us ask ourselves – if our children should live to see the next century; if my daughters should be so lucky to live as long as Ann Nixon Cooper, what change will they see? What progress will we have made?

This is our chance to answer that call. This is our moment. This is our time – to put our people back to work and open doors of opportunity for our kids; to restore prosperity and promote the cause of peace; to reclaim the American Dream and reaffirm that fundamental truth – that out of many, we are one; that while we breathe, we hope, and where we are met with cynicism, and doubt, and those who tell us that we can’t, we will respond with that timeless creed that sums up the spirit of a people:


Yes We Can. Thank you, God bless you, and may God Bless the United States of America.

Tuesday, November 4th, 2008
Chicago, Illinois
[I have never heard such a sensational, mind blowing speech from any President of any country before. Good decision Americans!]

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Footprints of time

Footprints in Time follow me like a hushed whisper.
Speaking to my heart are the echos of the Past,
cupping my ear and touching the Present.
The unseen voices come in different flavors:
scolding, encouraging, cautioning, advising.

Some of these voices are extremely useful.
Others seek to undermine what I can achieve.

The Past is alive within me.
But is it Oracle or Jester?
I must decide.

Time


Trust this time to change,
Trust its people to change.
What is better than those who have left behind.
If only we had no past or future.
And just the present and as a present.
If only our fates are known,
Explore the happiness,
and revive the present.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Heaven on earth

The most beautiful place on Earth
MACHU PICCHU
'The Lost City of the Incas.'




I had only seen it in T.V, internet.. but there is no place on Earth that captures my fascination like the way this place does. Machu Picchu, located in Peru and build around 1460 by the Incas as a haven and then abondoned 100 years later. It was first discovered by archeologist Hiram Bingham, in 1911. It is so unbelievable that such a huge place, remained hidden from many centuries. Why it was abondoned? Nobody knows, apparently Incas did not have any written scripts. But its the only place that was not discovered by the invading Spainish conquerers and thats why it wasnt destroyed unlike other Inca sites.


The primary buildings are the Temple of Sun, Intihuana and the Room of three windows. It is 24oo meters and 7,895 ft above sea level.

The place is simply enchanting, and the more I read and see about it, the more I like to go there. Its amazing how Incas can built such a magnificent place.

Though I know I probably can never go there, there is still hope... because place like Machu Picchu deserves to be acknowledged no matter what.

Simply wonderful... Breathtaking view... *sigh*

Reality Bites

It hurts you so much,
to lose the only good you own.
It hurts even more,
knowing its all gone.
but not once did you hate it.
even after what it did.
it only taught you some shit.
Reality really bites.
(this is my first poem, so I cant help blogging it everytime :).. )